While Rachie was here.. :)

Rachie is gone jor. X_X

After 16 days in Melbie she went back to Malaysia and dump me here.. Hahah XD

We had our shisha sessions, clubbing @ Neverland, day trip to Dandy etc. aww, how nice to have a fren drop by :')

NEVERLAND

this is like my 3rd time clubbing in Melbie after so long? or 4th. whatevs.

Like i have this damn suay experience. Me and my girlfriends went clubbing like for the 1st time ever in melbie. Posted pic. AND BHAM.

After that, every single person whom i chatted with told me this line :"U SURE CLUBBING GILER LA IN MELBIE! SURE DOING ALOT OF STUNTS"

I WAS LIKE @___________@ OKAY.. i jz went once.. and of course, no one believed me. OH WELL. Cant care too muchie! 

STEREOTYPE MAX!

AND SO! we went to Neverland. it's my first time there, and apparently there's a big hype abt this club : long ass lines etc etc 

IDK bt it just seems okay to me. OH WELL. IDK in melbie, bt KL defo has better clubs, WITH BETTER MUSIC X__X

the music here can die man, suck balls. X__X  i love mainstream club bangers where i can Flip my Flying hair back and forth HAHA! and i was disappointed max. AND THEY KEEEP REPEATING THEIR SONGS LIKE WTF!!! UGH.

I'm NEVA gona pay AUD$30 to get into this club again ever. dam ex lah!

I prefer my free entry Lion Hotel Pub with my dancefloor. LOL.

               Party People of the Day : SuWen, Rach, Marianne, Debra and Me

SuWen and Debra are Rachie's friends that i just met. Mari = Rach's sis.

So yeah, before we even got in there were this group of guys who ask us to help them get into the club. HAH! cuz they were all guys, no girls, and the bouncers wouldnt let them in. WTH got ratio la now. interestinggggg.

i was so stone at the start hahah XD

therefore we needed drinks to get into the "FLIP-UR-HAIR-BACK-N-FORTH!" mode!

Me and rachie had Jager Bombs! :D AUD16. CAN DIE X_X AND NO FEEL ONE.

KENA CONNED MAX. @__@

WAHH long legs :D

Heart-Kissed Lips :D

hmmm i look nt bad with redlips HAHA!

SHIT I JUST SNEEEZED AND MY NOSE IS BLEEDING LIKE A RIVER NOW WTF!

SHIT MAN X___X FML like seriously one whole line down towards my chin.. 

and it summore non stop flowing shiats.

ok i'm like bloggging with my super tilted head against my chair @_@

WHAT'S HAPPENING TO MEEEEEE T___T

MAYBE THE PICTURES ARE TOO HOT.. MAKE MY NOSE BLEEED LOL WTH!

bt seriously.. this is scary.

k continue..

The B4 and After effects of a shot of Absinthe.. HAHAH!

Nola. i no nid absinthe also so stupiak jor. =.=

As u can seeee, Rachie of course la wont be affected by one little shot =P

HAHAH mari's pro lala camwhore skillls =P jz jk laaaaaaaa.

Mari and her neon outfit HAHAH XD

Us doing our stupid dances!! HAHA sho funnneh!! XD

This must be a different version of the stupid dance LOL!

They posed to Lady Gaga's PAPPARAZI ;P

Blue Brown Grey.. If u know what i mean.. :)

The girls gettting hyped up on the Danceflooor.. it seeeems like someone wants to tickle Mari's ketiakk... HAAHAHAA Funnnny shiatssss. XD

Super Bubbly Marianne :)

Stole this pic from WOW Fridays Fb page. I realli nida stop pouting LOL!

Wah i stare cock at Mari sial.. She looooks sho cute HAHAAHH!! XD

The sistahs take a pic.

And as u can see, evidence of the annoying Aussie drunkards who like to creep into people's piccies @____@ annoyed.

Say Peace? :)

Groupie Picha!! :D

Yala ni... Mari and her many faces LOL!

We had our Mugshots taken in the toilet <3 

Photos credit to Debra. Stolen off her FB lol.

Bye Neverland. 

x

And the day before Rachie chao the mao.. We went shisha again with SuWen @Min Zaman, Lygon Street.

Rachie claimed that these pics look "Dodgy".

@_@ Rach and her dodginess. She shall be the DODGY HIGHNESS! HAH! XD

So yeah, this was our attempt to get supahigh since it's her last day.. and hence, our genius formula was WINE + SHISHA. haha, sweet.

The wine was supa tasty thO! Brown Brothers Red wine. Brown Bros FTW! XD

Close friends contribute to our personal growth. 

They also contribute to our personal pleasure, making the music sound sweeter, the wine taste richer, the laughter ring louder because they are there. 

I just love to take her Dragon Breaths :D

I rmb Eric and Mari keeep chiong sui Rachel, i.e. "Only Rachel wil think a  penguin is a fish @_@"  and i forgotten what symbol she thought Hufflepuff in Harry Potter was.. LOL

HIGH JORRR. @__@

nola.. me only.. i forced them to have this pic taken HAHAH! XD

can seeee i'm the only sot one =.=

Hahah me and my alcohol-infected face.. HAHA XD so easy to see if i've drank or not GEEZ!

CHEEERS TO RACHIE'S LAST DAY IN MELBIE! XD

Hahah Eric!

This is the Epitome of DODGINESS.

LOL!! XD

Introducing RACHIE aka THE MAKCIK SHISHA <3

Seeeee.. Rachie couldnt take her hands off the shisha thing. EVEN FOR A PIC. =P

Headed off to McD for the supa Milky sundae. 

And yeah, GoodBye Rachie :'(

We only part to meet again. :)

Thanks for stoppping by. And Mari too! XD

Our Day Trip to Dandy has to wait! Til Then. I MISS YOU RACHIE! <3

You, and ur dodginess!!  =P

DODGY MUCH!

x

The Story of A Bleeding Heart

Ever had a scar on your heart? Did someone leave it there? Or did u choose to hurt yourself? What about the pain? Did you live with it? Or live around it? Or u just bear with it. Or bury it?

Here's a story for you :

There was a girl, she chose to scar her own heart. No, not because she's a saddist or emopunk. It's because she didnt want to see or know the person that she loved so much hurt her. She didnt want the blood to be on his hands. She'd rather it be on hers. She didnt want to tag him as "the person who ripped her heart into pieces :(". She wanted a perfect untainted memory.

And so, she walked away. She walked away from her treasured love. and broke her own little heart into a million gazillion pieces. It was the worst feeling ever, Heartache. But she only had herself to blame. It was the feeling of, so near, yet so far. It was the feeling of, self-torture. It hurts her so bad but she had to do it, because deep down she believed that's the right and only thing to do, and of course, the best for him. As long as he'll be happy, she's willing to be the bad guy, the bitch, the crazy person who no one could ever understand, just so he can lead a better life without her - He doesnt have to make a choice.  or maybe she just didnt want the answer to hurt her.

So instantly she decided to bury it. She chose not to cry. She distracted herself and kept telling herself that she deserved better.  In time, the sand and dirt got thicker and the bloody heart seemed to have been shoved aside in a pile of dirt. It was unwanted. It was then replaced with a fake, - a mask which made her feeel, as though she's happy again, and she has recovered and moved on. But the truth is, it's just a feeble replacement of the void of a bleeding heart. It wouldnt be strong for long, the mask wears out fast. And soon, she'll find herself to be living in denial. And then comes another fake, which she thought was real. And soon again it got worn out, but everytime this happens, the dirt and sand gets eroded by the rain of tears. - The heart longs to be wanted. Burying it doesnt work.

Suddenly one day, a shovel was dug into the big pile of dirt and dug up the broken heart. It was still bleeeding, the soil stained with blood. She felt so naked. So exposed. SO VULNERABLE. Soon enough, it got attacked by thoughtless words, empty promises, and what ifs from the same direction. She thought she saw a cure. But it was actually salt. Salt on a wounded heart, how does that feel? It didnt took long for it to succumb into the darkness of the same hole he left. And then again, it was broken. But this time, she chose to live with it. She chose to dwell in sadness. She chose to cry. She didnt walk away.

And because she stayed, she started to see the clear, whole picture. She started to understand and remember THE REASON she walked away in the first place. Because all this sadness has been foreseen in her mind, but her heart did not want to believe it - It was still living in its untainted memory, and it was deceived by empty words and what ifs. And so it landed onto a bush of thorns, IT GOT HURT BY THE LOVE OF ITS LIFE. BUT at least, this time, she followed her heart, and left no what-ifs behind. 

So from there, she was reassured that there was never a way back. There was never a better ending. The ending would always be the same. And she gathered up the courage to walk away a second time. But this time, it hurt less. Because she knows FOR SURE, that she is making the right decision, and the memory was never perfect. :)

and thus, she chose to live around the hurt. She was at first terrified of the lonely nights - that's when her weak heart would ache the most. But soon, she realised that loneliness and heartache would come knocking on her door every night, whether she liked it or not. Therefore, the only way out, is to say hi to it every night, and let it pass by. Live around it. And soon, hopefully, it would visit less often when she couldnt even care less to say hi anymore. She was afraid. But she soon realised as a rose cant live without the rain, so a heart can't love without risk of pain.  

Her heart is healing, and soon, she will be able to really love again. XOXO 

Williamstown #4

4th July 2011 (Monday)

WOOOOT so MAGGAY WEIYU MJ KELLY arrived ytd from Brisbane! 

It was a perfect HELPers reunion in Melbie! AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

ONLY IF ZOE TEH WAS HERE! I MISSSSS DAT MIA BABE!!!! XD

LUNCH REUNION @ ORIENTAL SPOON

Failed the Chow Chow cuz she always pose pretty/cute face when all of us pose ugly/stupid. 

Hahaha XD

ShuHua and Raymond joined us too ^^

Nonetheless, the foood was awesome, as always!! XD

<3 the seafood kimchi hotpot, Korean Pancake, beef/pork bulgogi & THE FRIED CHICKEN!!

We headed to WILLIAMSTOWN after lunchie woohoo!! :D

I just love drawing sunnies HAHA XD

The view of the blue blue sea from The Strand <3 beautiful.

Stunning skyline view from Ferguson Pier. :D

Damn nice can see the city on the horizon, and the little colorful yachts just made it perfecto! XD loves.

taking piccies with the awesome horizon. XD

SPOT THE MAFIA!!!

HAHA! XD the contrast is dam funnneh. One is not cold at all. Another one cold like shiatt.

I <3 this piccie that i took of the yachts.

They're like our tokens to freedom, the vessels to our dreams, only if, we dared to explore beyond the shore. :)

"Sail away from the safe harbour. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover!"

Maggay the sorpohhh. Too bad she was only here for 5 days. if not can crazy with her till..><

“It is an interesting biological fact that all of us have in our veins the exact same percentage of salt in our blood that exists in the ocean, and therefore, we have salt in our blood, in our sweat, in our tears. We are tied to the ocean. And when we go back to the sea … whether it is to sail or to watch it … we are going back from whence we came.” 

A life quote from John F Kennedy 14-9-62

AHHH, that's just how i felt whenever im close to the sea :') 

Love the background. too bad we weren't standing in the middle :@ viyi viyi <3

AND WOOHOO WE MANAGED TO CATCH THE SUNSET AGAIN! HAPPPY ME!! :DDD

 Love how the sun can stain everything in its gorgeous golden hue. 

I LOVE SUNSETS SO MUCH I'M LIKE A SUNSET FREAK!! XD

This pic is gorge even without editting. XD 

Im so happy that i managed to catch such an awesome viewwwwww. 

Half bright, half dark. Awesome Pawsome!! :)

HAHA MJ the FIREMEN. And MAGGAY "buka"-ing LOL!!

Caught in the stupiakk momento.

1,2,3 asses.

Altho it was cold like BRRRRR, there was still space for love and warmth :)

XOXO

The sky and sea in a crimson hue. 

Only if i were close enuf to get a better shot of the PINK SEA!! XD

"Starry Starry Night" at Williamstown Beach at night. 

Was dark already when we reach there woohoo! but the pier was nicer tho. :D

From here we can see the lighhts of the city at the back.

James asking Maggie to talk to his hand HAHAH funneh shiats!! XD 

Joined Beng and Hsini @ Griffiths just for drinks by the sea :)

I was thinking we shud all look back at this 20 yrs later and see how much we've grown :D

-x- WILLIAMSTOWN END :( -x-

DINNER AT LAMBS, LYGON STREET

Fwens 4Evah.. including the one in the mirror taking the pic for us = Melissa Chow Chow, gooood camwhoring skillls :D u included urself!

We are all CRAYZAYYY. That's the only thing that keeps us sane. :D

btw, poor viyi, HAHAH XD

After dinner went to Brunetti, then walked to Crown from Fed Square :D

HAHAH all of them were stranded in the other side of the road, bt yeah, everyone's in the piccie! XD

Yeah PICK ME UP BAYBEHHH.. 

i shud put this as my profile pic on some dating site weih LOL!

kebodohan gilerr.

James too cold till the extent he dun jaga image jor @_@ become wantan ady.

BUTT BOY AND HIS CUTIE PICCCIES!!

OUR LOOT WHILE STONING IN CROWN CASINO WHEN THEY'RE GAMBLING AWAY :

From Small Butt, to Bigger Butt, to BIG ASS BUTT. XD

NOW = SAKAI BUTT

X